Unfortunately, we have to put Lexi down tomorrow. Dad told me this today but mom said it would be done soon. It's for the best. I can hear Lexi crying sometimes and it makes it all that much harder. She was a good dog. Though for most of her life, she was the "female" role as Bandit used his Alpha male status and never let her live her own life. But she was a happy dog. Loved life and loved to chase ball with Bandit and BJ. I'll miss her, that's for sure. But her hips are just soooo bad and often can control her bowels. It's for the best. I spent my last moments with her tonight. She was out sleeping on her coushin when I woke her to say goodbye. I gave her a few treats, told her she was a good girl, shed a few tears remembering the good times, and kissed her goodbye for one last time. I also took it upon myself to take a few pictures as a keepsake. I keep thinking, does she know? I see that life in her eyes but I look at her ragged old body and see pain and trouble. That's what makes it hard. She tries to be a pup again when she plays ball but she just doesn't have it in her. I can see that puppy in her eyes...it's just hard. Even as I sit here in tears, I know it's for the best. I hate being involved in the fate of another life like this. Within 24 hours, she'll be gone and we'll have another memory of a great pet. At least we have the memories.
I love you Lexi, may you forever live in happiness in the greatest time of your life; playing ball with Bandit up in Dog Heaven.
Monday, July 9, 2007
Sunday, July 8, 2007
Vacation is sooooo close!!!
Float trip is a mere 4 days away!!!! Thursday night, we're going to Heller's to get caught up and decide what we're doing as far as food and shit then Friday morning, we're leaving to go down to the river/camp area. It's gonna be a great time. Nothing like floating down the river with some great friends and some cold beers. Work is going to go by soooo slow this week. But hey, after this week, I have NCAA 08 then seeing Kasey, then August is here and the light at the end of the tunnel is here. I'm so ready to be back at school...I'm outie.
Wednesday, June 27, 2007
Work Sucks!!!
Work sucks, we all know that. I'm just tired of all the bullshit of people not being happy with eachother and not being on the same page. It's just one big ferris wheel of bullshit that just keeps revolving. It's dumb and I'm ready for it to stop. And I'm a little pissed that my book from Amazon isn't here either. For whatever reason, the address wasn't correct and now God only knows where the fuck the book is right now. Now I have to figure all that out. But hey, at least I get to go to Red Bud this week and get drunk and make bad decisions! I'm out. Love you, bye.
Saturday, June 23, 2007
TESTING 1, 2, 3...TESTING...
just learning the ropes, and still trying to find the perfect blog for my website i plan on creating. i want one i really like and am comfortable with because ill probably be posting frequently...sometimes more than once or twice a day!!! wow, i have no life, lol
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